Are you allowed to feel this? I was so sure that baby was a girl it was easy to say that I did not mind. Having one of each means that really I don’t mind. I think I just got my brain so set on having a girl that it has seemed like a bit of a loss to suddenly not have the HER, that girl I had in my mind. We had almost agreed on a girls name, agreed is a strong word, should I say we had a lot more options that we both liked. I am very girly and I love doing arty crafty things with girls and making things pretty.
I have a lovely boy, he is gentle and yet the epitome of a boy, he loves cars, airplanes and all things that go. But he is very affectionate and sweet. I know that this is not always the case and have had a few friends say that they wish their boys would sit down and hug them and be loving at times. I guess this is what I am worried about. I grew up with all girls, my first was a girl. I just think I am better at girls
And yet my boy has such a soft place in my heart. I love him so much and could not imagine life without him. He has the longest eye lashes and is so cute at the moment he can just melt you.
I know that with The Geek being a very present dad and with his family, brothers and my Dad and other wonderful male friends that both Pinklet Boy and the new Blue baby will have lots of good male role models. I guess I don’t have to worry about that.
Still girls baby stuff is so much cuter, I have to walk past the pink with a little pang in my heart.